melting..x))

why!!!!
why every time u said u love me..
automatically my heart will melt..
why?????
am i love u that deep????
you're the second person in my life..
that i said.. I LOVE YOU!!!
we are gettng better..
hehexD
i dont need a man!!!
but i need you!!!x((
for now...hahahax))


really hope i can....




and....



LOVE YOU MORE<3

kisah lama..

ahmad huzaifah,
he was the one who i liked when i was in form 3.
i guess..
no,no..form 2..
form 3 gossip..
n end of the year 2008..
we're coupled..
err..til 12/04/2009
i think start 18/11/2008
juz a few month..
act the reason y i want to tell this..
coz i afraid that i will forget bout my sweet n sour in my journey..
so that i can tell my children soon...=D
hahahaxD
but yet after that..we all like cats and dog..
act till now..
even we're school leaver..
i've tried before..i mean apology him..
but its useless..
so keep on my lifexD

p/s:tomorrow bio!!! xD

CHA-CHING N BA-BLING!!

i love this song<3
cha-ching,cha-ching,
ba-bling,ba-bling

i will forget bout the price tag..
but i won't forget bout money,money,money $$
hehehexD
n i think money can buy happiness..
so think twice jessi j!!!
hahaXD

my feelings now on you:'(

dear hazman,,
i dont y..
i feel like im losing u..
since yesterday:'(
u talked bout ur fw(future wife)
im not jealous..
i asked u to continue,,,
but u dont want too.
y u so serious..
u said u dont want me to b like her rite..
but i feel like im losing you..
i dont care if im losing u as my "boyfriend"
but i do relly care if im losing u as friends that i loved!!!
i really love u..
i just dont know..
ilove u as friends or more!!!
but all i know is i dont want to losing u sayang!!!!
:'(





p/s: hope we will get married soon:'(
im hoping.....xD

today is 26 MARCH 2011

OKAY START WIT 23 MARCH..
FEEL BAD THAT DAY!!!
CRYING ALL DAY LONG..
PARENTS GADO+ RESULT TEROK=IM FUCKING CRYING LIKE HELL!!!
HAHAHAXD
BUT YET,LUCKY ZUE ADA N LENG TEXT ME..
THANK U FOR UR SUPPORT FRENS!!!
LOVE Y'ALL




24 MARCH
TEST MATH..
X STUDY ANYTHING JUZ FLIP TROUGH JER..
I CONTINUE MSU!!!
I DUNNO WHETHER IM HAPPY OR NOT!!!

25 MARCH
MALAYSIAN STUDIES CLAS...
SEDEYH..
FEEL REALLY STUPID..



26 MARCH.
MOM'S BIRTHDAY..
NOT IN A GOOD MOOD..
HE'S NOT TEXTING ME..
MISS HIM..
WENT TO UITM..
JUST WANNA SEE MY FRENS..
HAHAHAXD
CHATING WITH NOYR..
N SHE GOT 9,
LEM GOT 7,
BEAR GOT 7.
BUT ME...
SHOOT!!!!!
FEEL REALLY STUPID!!!!
AM I????
URGHHHHHHH...
HATE IT!!!

23 MARCH 2011

GOOD LUCK SIXTEN!!
btw, when everybody cuak bout spm result..
syed omar!!he add me!!!
omg!!!really make my day:)
thank u!!!

cuak gak act ne..

juz around d corner

basically, on dis wednesday spm result will be coming out..
whatever it is.. ill accept it..insyaallah:)
starting from dis thursday..ill start a new life:)
a new life that ill try to builed up my life back..



dear dude,
a day without saying anything to u really make my day empty,
yup, i do miss u..
but yet, now i realize sumthing..
ure juz nothing to me..
yup..
nothing at all..
i really understand sumthing now..
guy are act useless for ladies..
sorry 4 saying that..
but it is..
we dont need a man..
hahaha^^
okay maybe some of them need kowt..
but for me.. i dont need a man!
yeah!
btw, thank you 4 coloring my life:)
maybe i sound frustrated..
but im NOT!!!
im not juz saying it..
i really meant it!
yeah, i understand ur game now!!
n ill not be cheated anymore!!!


k la..internet really distract me!!
hahaha^^ i need to study health science..
got quiz tomorrow:)

alone

dude,,,
im pretty sad now!!!
i admit that i feel so alone..
like no shoulder to lean on..
no friends to talk..
nobody around me..
i need someone..
feel so lost..
hate it!!!

not in da mood!!!
miserable!!!!

today g klcc wth ainil:)

18,19 march 2011

18 march 2011,
everything going well..
i drove from post office,s.alam to andalas,klang:D
ade mati enjin kat traffic light coz 3rd gear!!
hahaXD n mati enjin kat bukit kat seksyen 7!!!
ade singgah ke seksyen 2!!!
malam tu plak around 10.30 to 11
hazman text n ask me whether can or not x text or call till result kua..
so i just agreed without ask any question..
i believe he has his own reason y he did like that..
n i must respect his decision rite??
so last nyte i sent him one long msg..but i don't really remember..

okay i try my best not to missing u n i hope u r not missing me too.., try k!
sayang awak gak^^ i wanna have a chat with u but what can i do..
so this is my last msg..n don't reply this msg k!plz! i have a tips keep busy-ing ur self..gudnyte, sweet dreams,syg awak!!


thou he don't want to text me..suddenly ramai gler text me!!!
hahahaXD im not alone!!! niah, lem, timok..n afew others more..
i guess..hahahahaXD btw, thanks to them!!!

19 march 2011,
this morning i drove to damansara^^
mati enjin kat tol...
hahahaXD overall superb!!
iguess..
hahaXD
jap kang at 3 ade class with sharmaine..
tomorrow mayb going out with ainil..
but I'm not sure whether hazman ade ke x..
ntahla..juz det along with it jer la..
hahahaXD

k la nk update mom's blog!!
hahahaXD

p/s: xtaw nk bli ape untuk hazman n ainil birthday!!!
urghh!!!

hate them..

urgh!!!
really feel cheated..
they r so mean!!!

hazman, even i admit that i had coupled before..
and i admit that i like someone during that time
but at least i loyal dear!!!
u know wat, i feel cheated when i read u talk to niah awak saye sume..
u so mean!!!than when niah comment back n said that u r gedik..
omg!!! am i jealous??? watever it is..but u so mean..
the way u talked to them is like the way u talked to me..
is that the same???
is that me n others people r the same to u??
huh!!! u make me hate u syg!!
yup.. i agree with them
boys r always the same!!!
urghhh!!!!
i thought ure different..
but i think i wrong:'(
tgk la...i xkn text or calling u!!!
unless sumthing happen??
dunno~ for now on i malas!!!
wasting my time n money!!!urghhh!!!!

zue, i dunno y...
i think u juz give me excuse..
:'(
feel cheated too..
pretty sad too..

if i ingt balik..
i think lem is hiding sumthing from me..
but wot can i do..
feeling cheated too!!!!
urghhhhh!!!

DAMN IT!!!




hey people out there...
from now on..
i promise myself to study really hard!!
n to be a doctor!!
i feel really cheated now,
but whatever it is..
life must go on rite..
so juz get through it with the best as i can do..
u can do it!!!!
go ATHIRAH RAHMAN!!!

tut..tut..

yesterday, updating my blog:)
thanx to my sis,neeysa:)
hahaha^^shes d one yg bwt act..i mls la..
then were planning to update my mom blog 4 her birthday..
hahahaha^^

urm..i dunno la..
i really want to know lem goings johor with whom..
i really want to know..
ti dont want to hear her name..
really hope 4 it..
if not im getting jealous lar..
hate it:'(
now our relationship not so good..
not going smooth:'(

i start to love study at msu:)
yesterday in english class were doing tongue twister
so much fun:)
were in d first place:)
yay!!!
below is our tongue twister:)

a flea and a fly in a flue
said the fly"oh,what should we do?"
said the flea"lets us fly"
said the fly"lets us flee"
so they flew through a flaw in the flue
thanks to alisa,ganeshwary,chew,aishwariya and pan mei fen:)

btw, i start to feel uneasy bout my dad:'(
later on i will story:)
nyte!!!
syg hazman<3

good nite syg

helo:)
juz nk drop by saying goodnyte:)
sweetdreams..
i love u hazman!!!
nyte leng???
hahahahaha..
missing u???
dunno..
all i know is hazman is wth me..

btw lem!!!
u so mean!!!!
hahahaha:D

p/s:tomorrow hvng clas frm 10 till 6..
wish me luck!!!XD

ish...

urm..

tension on9 tp nk comment xleyh!!!
shoot tol!!!

yesterday,7 march 2011..
hazman fetch me!!!
omg!!! i nek kete dyer..
u knw wat..its mini cooper!!
omg..
hahahaha..i like it very much!!!
arghhhh..
at last dpt gak i nek kete tuh!!!
ahahahaha..
even dye bnyk kerosakn but its super cool dude..
hahaha..

today im not really in a good mood:(
bangon jew da mara..
mak la mara2..ckp yg i ne pemalas nk amek charger sume..
urgh..
lucky hazman reply my morning msg,,,if not mmg lg mara!!!
huh! i dunno y..lately..payah sgt dye nk reply my msg..
derrr...u da stop keje kowt!!!
urgh!!!!


omar...
syed omar..
new names..
i like to usha dyer..
he so cute..
he is my hye helo waving frens..
we all jrg ckp...
mayb once..
but we always hye helo n wave:)
i like him kowt..
not really sure..
coz i like hazman more!!
btw he still new kan..
so i dunno him..
all i knw is he like boobies..
urgh!!!thts y la im not really sure bout my feeling..
coz sumtimes he like to look at me..
but i not sure wot he looking at..
me or my boobies..
ahahahahahahahah:D

tomorow ade trip to melaka n its omar n vishnu's birthday:)